Amongst all the friendly faces and familiar places, there was one that Ciara had postponed a visit. Even though it's existence was the very reason, she decided to come home.
"You're not making it any easier on yourself, dear," her mother had stated, with that way too familiar somber, half-hearted smile on her face. It had been there since the funeral.
"Will you come along? Please."
The imploring text was for Luke. If anyone could support her face whatever sight she had to behold, Luke was the one. Besides, he had promised to help in any way he was able to. The freckled young man had been one of Ciaras closest friends growing up, and they shared a bond only childhood friends could understand.
"Of course" he replied.
Well, I saw where the line was, but I clearly walked across
And the look on your face made my stomach turn and toss
'Cause I knew that you were lost
Holding on, pieces of the past
The engine made a few defeated splurts, as Luke turned it off. They both sat there for a while - in complete silence. Staring at the mighty buildings that once housed national champions, esteemed trainers and countless small, long-legged foals. In the silence, Ciara heard her fathers voice.
"This is outrageous! We've discussed this. You're not going anywhere." Even the sound of the slamming door made an echo through her mind.
Deep breath... Everything had changed, and the estate in front of them was a clear sign of that. Wild bushes had wrapped itself around the foundation, and Luke had to use brute force to get to the dilapidated barn door. Inside, the damp smell of old hay and rotting tree filled the air, and Ciaras heart sank to her stomach. How could she have let it come to this? Overwhelmed she started chewing on her lower lip, but to no avail. The tears welled forcefully up in her eyes.
When I've seen the work my hands have done
And I found I was the wrong one
My youth blinded me to all that you had felt
Though what was never considered were the cards that I'd been dealt
But you still played and I was torn
Suddenly a strange noise broke the air, as Luke was dusting off an old halter. Emerging from one of the stables, was two white, fluffy sheep!
"BAAAA!"In the midst of the devastating realisation of things, the brown haired woman couldn't help but let out a confused laugh.
"Dolly! Polly!" As long as she could remember, the wooly ladies had been prancing the property, and by the looks of it, they weren't about to leave now!
And I found I was the wrong one
In the summer I'll be married, and your family will have grown
And the words of forgiveness that we never spoke
Will be known, will be known