Emeline
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Mane Quality Supervisor
Posts: 71
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Gender: Female
Main Stable: Aasmarka Hestesenter
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Post by Emeline on Aug 19, 2018 19:14:05 GMT
Why, hello there! long time no see After 2 months of rehab I'm finally back, I'm not going too deep into why I have been to rehabilitation and what happened there etc. but long story short I have suffered with chronic fatigue syndrome or CFS/ME since I was 16 years old and I have been very ill for a long time now. I was sent to rehabilitation to learn more about myself and my struggles and how to prevent the worst periods of illness and exhaustion. In the middle of all the exhaustion my beloved golden retriever which was soon to be 14 years old passed away just a few weeks ago, things have been very hard after he passed. Things have literally been hell sometimes but at least now I'm starting to accept that he's gone but I still struggle with talking about it I can feel my tears pressing on everytime I write or talk about it and it really hurts.. Anyway, this is not for wanting pity, I simply want to explain the situation and why I just abandoned this site for 2 months in a row. and I hope someone still remembers me!
Anyway, what I really wanted you to help me was really just that I have no idea what to do now... Should I continue where I left of? With Norwegian horses, Norwegian everything...? Or should I start over? I really have no idea Please help a friend in need ♥ ( I have edited this thread too many times now lmao this is the last time I do it)
I just had to throw a random picture here so it doesn't look too empty
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Breanna Longhenry
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Main Stable: The Riddermark Equestrian Center
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Post by Breanna Longhenry on Aug 19, 2018 21:37:45 GMT
I'm sorry for your loss but I'm happy that you are recovering!
I would say to keep going where you left off... you've worked too hard on what you have already to set it aside. On the other hand, if starting over will help you heal faster, then do that. Either way, I'm so happy to see you back!
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Post by Alexa on Aug 19, 2018 22:11:37 GMT
aww, i missed you! a lot!! and congrats on the rehab!! i understand life can get so difficult but you’re doing amazing. make sure to take care of yourself first and foremost 💖 i’m so sorry to hear about your dog 💔 please take all the time you need to accept it and recover; we’ll always be here for you. just know that he’s had a wonderful life bc you were in it, and focus on everything he’s done to make yours better 💗 💕 and as far as your stables go, i’d say to just do what you want! of course, i absolutely LOVE aasmarka still, but sometimes just starting fresh and turning a new leaf can help a lot, especially if theres been a lingering feeling of unsatisfaction or “something missing.” (im not sure if you feel that abt your stables necessarily, though.) aasmarka is absolutely lovely regardless, so if you decide to stick with it that’s wonderful too! sometimes, just following your whims can help too. if you feel like something else, just do it! you never know where it might take you  whatever you decide on, i’m super excited to see. welcome back!! ✨💛 |
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Seren
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Main Stable: Bryn Eira
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Post by Seren on Aug 20, 2018 19:32:45 GMT
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Emeline
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Mane Quality Supervisor
Posts: 71
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Gender: Female
Main Stable: Aasmarka Hestesenter
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Post by Emeline on Aug 22, 2018 14:04:37 GMT
Breanna Longhenry Thank you for your kind words, it means a lot to me! Thank you for your advice this helps me a lot 
Alexa Thank you so much Alexa, I've missed being here too Thank you for your kind words, rehab was tough but I'm glad it's over. And for my dog, he lived his life to the fullest, I know he had a happy life but it's been hard not seeing him around, knowing that you'll live your entire life without the one living thing you held dearest. It will get better in time, I know it will. Just right now it doesn't feel like it. And thank you for your kind words about Aasmarka, it means everything to me! I've put so much effort, love and time in this place. More than any other stable I've had before. I hope I might be able to keep Aasmarka but it depends if I still feel it. I hope I do
Seren Thank you so much for your kind words, Seren. This means a lot to me, it really helped me see differently on things. I've also felt he's been around, I'm glad someone shares my point of view on this matter, I now know for sure he's 'with' me without thinking that I'm going crazy. And I'm so sorry about your loss too, I can feel your pain Thank you again, it means a lot coming from you. I love your pictures and the creativity you put in every single one of them, so hearing that you like mine is so nice to hear. 
constantine Thank you so much Constantine, I'm so happy you like my work, it means so much to me I can't wait to get back, I hope it will be on aasmarka but I'm not sure yet. Thank you, everyone, for your support, it makes me feel a lot better. I haven't decided what to do yet, so I'll just open up my game and create some horses and go from there, I might return to aasmarka very quickly or not at all, but I guess I'll figure it out before the end of this month.
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whatever you decide on, i’m super excited to see. welcome back!! ✨💛
Wish you all the best 